Saturday, December 25, 2021

Merry Christmas!

 2021- what a wild time to be navigating life! We celebrated a year in our new home in Gresham, Oregon, but since we relocated to Oregon right before the pandemic started and then moved into our neighborhood whilst still in the pandemic, it has felt like we are still in the midst of transitioning in many ways. Looking through the photos of the year always helps to gain perspective in this season of life. We have family nearer by and we have each other and the beautiful outdoors! Our kids are healthy and continuing to grow! This is the first musical video card that mom and dad didn't sing at all because Heath and Reese confidently took the lead. It also signifies our year of adaptability- they each wanted a different song, so we opted for a mashup! Ande hardly wanted to say a word into the mic, so we spliced together a "Merry Christmas everyone" from her in the middle. 


However this last year has caused you to 'roll with it' we hope your seasons ahead are full of joy, health and hope! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

Love, 
the Manz Fam
Jonathan, Lyndsy, Heath (11), Reese (7), Ande Joy (3)

We hope you enjoy our video card here: https://youtu.be/0eSGKAMwxiQ


Sunday, December 20, 2020

Merry Christmas

Last year we didn't get to the final stages of recording our annual Christmas video card to share out. We were in the middle of packing up our Indiana home for a first of the new year move to Portland, Oregon and to add to the crazy I then caught the flu and was completely incapacitated for serval days Christmas week. Who knew that wildness of 2019's wrap up would reverberate through the rollercoaster of 2020. As we began to chat about what song to choose for our e-card this year, the suggestion of Snow by Sleeping at Last came up. J said "but it's not really an upbeat/happy song" to which I replied "it's 2020- not really an upbeat/happy year." True. 

When we take a look at the photos that mark our year, it is easy to feel overridden by smiles which certainly existed, but this year also felt heavy and hard. Before the pandemic was layered onto our lives, we were already grieving loss of community and roles as we transitioned to life in the Pacific Northwest. Heath and Reese started over at a new elementary school mid-year. Ande began daycare with Opa then at 'school' while Lyndsy worked full time again after a 5 year break. Jonathan went from working remote to losing his job because of the pandemic and experiencing unemployment for 4 months, transitioning to the primary care provider. When the Oregon wildfires in September spread to our air, our quarantine became restricted to not even stepping outside for days. 

These things were part of our year, just as much as our Alameda compound community. Lyndsy's Great Uncle Rick generously opened his Portland home to us as a stopover spot in our transition that ended up being nearly 11 months! Our nextdoor neighbors there with two kids our kids' ages became part of our double bubble from March forward. The generosity of family is colored throughout our year as Opa and Oma Henkelmann took on child care support for multiple stints. Grandma and Grandpa Manz were a regular FaceTime caller with weekly story reading and chess playing. Lyndsy's 91 year old Oma called Bingo for us over Zoom gatherings and was a listener to Heath's weekly read aloud calls. 

This fall continued to bring change as Jonathan started a new job (at Lyndsy's alma mater!), Lyndsy began working a 4 day furlough schedule, and we moved to our final settling place buying a home in Gresham, Oregon. 

As our song says, we welcome December with tireless hope! We eagerly look forward to a 2021 with a vaccine and greater opportunities to build community in our new home and hopefully host some of your in our new house.

You are unconditionally cared for. Merry Christmas and Love,

the Manz Fam

Enjoy our video card here: https://youtu.be/bP3lYF9gQ_k

Sunday, November 29, 2020

A Belated 2019 Christmas 'Card'

 Last December our life was bit turned upside down with the news of our relocation to the west coast from Indiana. In the midst of setting up Christmas decorations we were also packing up/selling/purging our belongings. The week of Christmas which is usually our crunch time for getting our Christmas video card song recorded, I came down with the flu. I didn't get out of bed for several days and J was managing the household solo until my parents arrived, and then he was hosting them and ensuring our kids still had a great Christmas. We broke our e-card song tradition and decided to just be grateful for what was in front of us without creating something new to share. I came downstairs on Christmas Day for an hour of gift opening with a mask on (how funny to reflect back now that it seemed very out of sorts to have a mask on inside like that!). 

As I prepare our photo backside of the 2020 digital card, I came across the Google album that I had prepped for our video card in 2019 and thought- well that's something! So for the blog's purpose of keeping our records in order here, this is what 2019 looked like (and future Lyndsy this is why you don't have a video card from that year). 

Enjoy! https://photos.app.goo.gl/AS7n1U1EbJitFsnF8 

Friday, March 13, 2020

🎊 School according to Heath🎊
  My new school is fun and big.Did you know I have only seen ½ of my new school it is so big? By the way the name of my school is Alameda and my name is Heath like it says on the title. My school logo is an A with an eagle in the middle of the A.  s.o.a.r. Is our theme I forget what it stands for. My new playground is super big. I have an undercover play space so some days when it is raining we still play outside. My principal is Mr.lurrie and my asst. principal is Mis.Galloway. We have a big field where I usually play soccer. In the under cover there is a game called four square. 
four square
the field
playground
garden/field
principal/asst. principal

alameda A
front of school
 

Sunday, March 8, 2020

Taking Stock

Making use of my wide open Sunday afternoon to take time to reflect and write. 
Cooking less frequently than I used to and therefore enjoying it more when I do get in the kitchen.
Sipping red blend wine that I would have never tried before, previously believing I could only enjoy a sweet white wine.
Reading Henri Nouwen's The Prodigal Son book alongside others for Lent, and for fun Ariana Huffington's book "Thrive: The Third Metric to Redefining Success and Creating a Life of Well-BeingWisdom, and Wonder." 
Looking out the second floor window where sunshine is streaming in through the front yard tree.
Listening to the white noise machine across the hallway where Ande is presumedly asleep now after 2 poops and some general curious toddler behavior kept her out of her big kid bed instead of napping.
Wishing for Jonathan to feel content in this transition season of unknown. 
Enjoying my work with college students and being surrounded by adult colleagues again.
Liking the green grass, blossoming trees, and budding flowers everywhere around me in Portland.
Loving the views of Mt. Hood from my work and on my commute home. The fact that it is sometimes veiled in clouds makes it all the more special when a clear view suddenly appears and takes my breath away. My soul is filled by these landscapes.
Buying groceries through InstaCart as we navigate a new normal with my work life and appreciating every single transaction for the gift of service it is to have our family nourished without laboring in the store.
Watching This is Us, Bless this Mess, and Jack Ryan when I have the nerves for it.
Hoping our family leans in to one another when we grieve our move. 
Needing to give myself more grace than what comes naturally in this season of change. 
Wearing the same 30 items in my closet from before and seem to be getting by in the workplace and Portland climate just fine. 
Following Timothy James Music after listening to him at McMenamin's Kennedy School during free music Thursdays. 
Noticing familiar landscape like tulip trees and also new plants/flowers that could not survive Indiana winter but bloom generously here. 
Sorting the bags of kid clothes that got packed up in Indiana, but they have already outgrown since arriving here. 
Getting free things through our neighborhood's Buy Nothing group that is 500x more active than the county-wide one I was part of in Lafayette. New shoes for Ande's growing feet, a bike seat to replace my torn one, and a huge water filter with a spout that has been life changing!
Bookmarking PDXParent.com and Multnomah County Library websites for (free) calendar ideas for our family's weekends.
Coveting all the electric cars I see around me daily. 
Opening boxes in the basement at least 2x/week to try and find _____. 
Giggling at Ande's personality coming through. Today I asked her to get her clothes from the counter and change and she smiled at the corner of the room then slowly walked backwards away from me and down the hallway. 
Feeling hopeful. 

Saturday, January 11, 2020

Traveling Westward

Loaded in IND- start of day smiles
Today marks one week since Ande and I had our two long lapseat flights west to Oregon. Last Saturday was an incredibly draining day in all physical, emotional and mental ways. Having a nearly 2 year old travel on your lap may be free in dollars, but as a parent you certainly pay the cost of having a wiggle worm confined to such tight quarters. Small graces seen during that travel day: the mom who offered to refill my water bottle with hers because Ande refused to leave the play area at IND to walk down with me; the gate agent who said I could 'gate check' my stroller and carseat all the way through to PDX gate so I didn't have to haul it through PHX on our flight change; our second flight which was sworn to me to be entirely full- announced as full- "take all middle seats now" full- and yet as the cabin doors were secured, Ande and I ended up with an empty middle seat next to us!

Flight #1 Attempting to keep her long body only on me
Flight #2 room to spread!!
SO thankful for this open middle seat




















When we finally deplaned at PDX I was so thankful to see the infamous carpet and feel like we were stepping into a new home that felt familiar. My dad text me that he was at the closest point possible at the end of the terminal waiting with a luggage cart. (insert joyful tears of exhaustion and relief that I had only a few hundred yards more to make it alone). We walked to baggage claim together where my best friend Kaylee surprised me by showing up, and with my favorite Dutch Bros drink in hand and a coffee for my dad to boot! So they both helped to haul Ande and I and all our luggage pieces and baby gear to my dad's Highlander (my personal chauffeur ride for the next 3 weeks).

This is a necessary photo to take when you travel PDX :)
A lot has happened in our first week of Oregon residency. It's hard to believe that our plane rides, which felt monumental at the time, were only the first of many big things this past week. In short summary, hopefully longer blog post later, we are doing well. We are well taken care of by family and grateful for so many provisions around us that allows me to emotionally process this transition one baby step at a time.

I LOVE her.



Sunday, December 15, 2019

A Wild Ride to the West

Some stories need to be told in full, not through limited text headlines or summary. This unfolding story is one such example. To say 'we are moving to Oregon' does not reflect the provisions that have been made. So you know the punch line, but here are the details!

Since our last dual career search in 2015 (which ultimately led us from VA to IN) I have had a search engine set up to email me any time there are higher ed jobs in the Pacific Northwest within student affairs. I get maybe 2-3 postings a month because of the limited qualifiers I have in place, and there has not been any job notice I received that made me feel like I would consider applying to swap out my current gig and family rhythm for a relocation. So I passively glance at these emails and then delete. Well at the end of September I was emailed a posting for Assistant Director of Student Engagement at the University of Portland. I did a deeper dive into the listing because the title is a combination of my previous institutional titles and UoP is in the city I love and a small private faith-based institution which has been my dream context to work.

FAQ: Were you job searching? No. Was Jonathan? No. Were you trying to get out of Indiana? No.

So after reading the 4 page position description, I reflected 1- this is an intentional context/supervisor/institution I would love to work with and 2- the details of the work were a conglomeration of all the previous jobs I have held in higher ed, making it what I have always described as my '10 hats dream job.' I talked with Jonathan about my interest in dusting off my resume materials and applying. In full disclosure, this first conversation did not go well. We were grateful to have good community near and far help support us individually and our marriage, allowing us to work through our communication and ultimately have a deeper connection with each other. Marriage is hard. I'm thankful that J and I are committed to putting the hard work in.

So the application process moved forward...
October 4- I applied.
October 11- They contacted me about moving forward to the next round and writing a work sample for a case study in lieu of a traditional phone interview.
October 21- I submitted my case study report.
November 1- They called to invite me to an on campus interview.
November 12-14- I flew to Portland for a whirlwind 36 hours, interviewing all day on campus the 13th.
November 15- They called and offered me the position, I asked for the weekend to consider and discuss.
November 18- I accepted the position and negotiated the start date/moving. Background checks ensued.
December 10- My formal HR offer letter was received and signed so the announcement could go public.
January 6 will be my first day of employment at the University of Portland.

If you are not in higher ed, this timeline might seem like a long time to you. But if you are in the field, you know that this is actually a fairly fast-moving process- especially considering fall break and Thanksgiving break fell here.  The upfront communication I received throughout the process was by far the best/most clear I have received in a job search process, making me feel valued. Their alternative to a phone interview approach was such a relief for me to have the self set pace of time to use my strength of writing to communicate my thoughts and ideas, instead of feeling pressure to articulate over the phone on the spot. When I was on campus I felt such a great peace to explore the grounds, hug some evergreen trees and spend quiet morning reflection in their chapel.




When the offer came the day after I got home, I had not even had time to debrief my trip with Jonathan yet because of the midweek life with 3 kids and work. So over the weekend we made time to check in with each other and listen. The start didn't go well. We took a break. Then we had some meta-communication (talk about how we are talking), and after a reminder that our ultimate investment is in each other and our marriage, we were able to look forward together at the possibilities instead of talking at each other. I think this is important to note because in a few years these details will become cloudy to me and I may assume (perhaps as others do) that our marriage is easy and we are always in sync. Instead I want to remind myself that tough conversations can be learned from and we are building our skill set with each other for every future talk.

The financial package that was coming with my job offer was/is not enough alone for a family of 5 to live on in the much higher cost of living city of Portland. One of the things we did that weekend was create a budget for our needs there, accounting for the cost of carrying our mortgage in Indiana until it sold. The numbers were bleak, but we could dip into our savings to cover for short term if needed. I made a phone call with my great Uncle Rick to inquire about housing options in the area, and specifically if he would be willing to share his north Portland home (5.5 miles from UoP) with us that he does not live full time in. The summary of that phone call is Uncle Rick said 'of course- you are family.' So we felt God's provision of continuing to open the door for us, even if all the details were not clear yet. I accepted the offer the next day and negotiated to begin at the start of spring semester.

FAQ: Where are you going to live? At my great Uncle Rick's house in north Portland until we figure out what the next best step is for us. Where will the kids go to school? At the neighborhood school only a couple walking blocks away from Rick's house.

Jonathan had been in communication with his supervisor so that she knew I was in a job search process and had visited on campus. When he had his 1:1 with her that week, he updated her on the offer/acceptance and proposed a moving forward plan that would have him remain working on campus through January 17th, then work remotely until they fill his position. Quickly his supervisor agreed with that plan to keep him on and affirmed that they did not want to post his job now mid-year, but wait until the typical spring hiring for summer start schedule. She called HR to see how they needed to make it work and called the next morning to say they would extend his contract at 3/4 time because of the time zone difference but he would still be earning benefits. You might be asking, doesn't J work with on-campus student housing stuff? Yes. In my opinion, because Jonathan has built great relationships across campus and done such an amazing job these past few years, they are graciously extending him this opportunity to help cover the otherwise gap his absence would leave behind. And also, God.

FAQ: So does Jonathan have a job? Yes, he will keep his Purdue position starting at 3/4 time in January until the department hires his replacement, or, until J moves into another Portland-based job. Is Jonathan job searching? Yes- as soon as we accepted my offer his searching in Portland higher ed went from passive to active. If you have any leads to connect him with, send a note! There are quite a few university options in the immediate area (Portland State, WSU-Vancouver, Clark College, Lewis & Clark, Concordia, Warner Pacific, Portland/Clackamas/Mt Hood Community Colleges, Reed College, Linfield, Multnomah, and further out from the city- Pacific University, George Fox, Willamette).

The logistics of moving a family of 5 across the country 2,200 miles has been slightly more daunting then each of our shorter distance moves with less children each time. Thankfully we have built a skill set around this moving thing to know our resources and keep moving ahead. One fast decision we made was that hauling all of our things was expensive and not worth it, so we have been flexing that minimizing muscle and purging items the past couple weeks. It is fun to be in the Christmas spirit of giving in this way and get to gift some of our bigger furniture items to friends who can benefit. We will pack up the remaining items into a Haul U-box (or 3) which is a self contained storage unit that they will haul for us. As we looked at the map route from Indiana to Oregon it seemed wise to not haul our own trailer through northern states in the middle of winter.

FAQ: So when are you moving? How are you all getting there?
January 4- Lyndsy and Ande fly to PDX
January 18- Lyndsy flies back to IND
January 19- Lyndsy, Heath and Reese fly one way to PDX with closets packed in checked luggage
January 20- UBoxes delivered to IN house that J and his folks will load up
January 21-25 somewhere in this time frame J will drive our van with our friend Ryan on the 2,200 mile journey to join us in Portland
February 8- Our Uboxes of stuff will arrive to us in Portland

Who is going to help with the kids?
My dad is joining me in Portland January 4 to do Ande care while I begin work. He will stay around until Jonathan arrives at the end of the month. My mom will fly up to join him MLK weekend with Ande while I do the round trip flight to get Heath and Reese. My in-laws will join Jonathan and the older two in Indiana after I leave in January to help be on hand with school drop off and pick up and general household help. We have never asked our parents for this kind of assistance and we feel so grateful that 3/4 of them are now retired and they are all so willing to be of help.
What about after you are all out in Portland and both of you are working, what will the kids do? Ande is on a waitlist for the childcare at UoP, and I am looking at other options of where she could go once my dad leaves. Let me know if you have recommendations! Because of Jonathan's 3/4 time schedule that he will begin in Portland, he should end his work day at 2pm (5pm IN time) and be available to Heath and Reese after school. Their campus also has YMCA after school programs that we can pursue if needed.

How are the kids feeling about the move? 
The kids are reacting similarly to J and I with both excited and sad emotions fluctuating, expressed in their own 5yo and 9yo ways. Ande I'm sure has picked up on the additional stress we are all navigating and her sleep schedule has been out of sorts with newborn-like wakings in the 2a-5a hours. Reese says she is sad to leave her friends but is excited to start school in Oregon and has declared that she will do gymnastics once she gets to Portland! Heath initially responded the hardest through tears saying he does not want to go. But within the hour, was asking about the Children's Museum in Portland and planning to connect with friends from a distance via video games. Heath has created a powerpoint presentation on his school iPad with facts about Portland, all on his own initiative. There have certainly been more tears (from everyone) in our house these past couple of weeks and we are coping with a full December schedule with family visits and winter performances. On good days we give each other grace and hugs. You can help by praying for us to have the most kind of grace-filled days possible in our weeks of transition ahead.

What about #thisoldhouse? We met with our realtor and will list the house the last week of January once we have fully moved out. We considered listing right away, but who wants to show a house in the middle of the holidays while hosting grandparents back to back and living with 3 young kids?-- ya, no thanks on that one. We are putting a new roof on our garage next week and addressing small needs to have it ready to list. If you know someone looking for a fantastic family home in the best neighborhood community Lafayette, IN has to offer- send them my way!

If you have more questions, I probably don't have the answers...yet. It seems each new day brings us closer to having more plans solidified. It has been a wild ride for sure and we are excited for the adventure ahead while managing our grief of saying goodbyes and the rhythm that we know and love here in Indiana.